Transfixed with morbid fascination
to the burning canvas
that was the infinite impossibilities
in the ever expanding universe of my mind
A thousand galaxies
collapse in a split second
and in this moment (In this moment!)
childhood ends
What does it mean to destroy yourself
with cynicism and experience?
An end to an age, unable to face myself,
I've created a barrier
Never exposed, never truly vulnerable
A false idol is born
The idyllic first son
Only a melancholy hint is left
of a previous intellect
“False sense of detachment
A narrator of his own life
A momentary discomfort
Brought on by recollection”
Is this all that I have become?
This feels fucking hopeless
Doomed to walk through life alone
Eyes down, closed mind
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